I fall into temptation

I lie dormant, overrun with fear
Unreal fate, discouraging me
Life's comsumed as I lie here in gloom
Retarded existences surrounds my doom
Sinful desire, please set me free
Watching my body mould, it's brutal don't you see
Exhume the impediments restraining me
Look in my eyes, it's all I plea

Trapped inside these walls
Tranquilized I await your call
Sickness builds here in this cell
Help me as I forever fall
Emotions never to be discharged
Accumulate in this sick suspension
Desperate urge for confidence
Never stimulated I fall in temptation

Can't move in this disgustingly contorted shell
Fed by saturated hands
Around my neck they'd fit as well
Hearing, understanding your ever so pityful curse
If this is life I don't believe that death can hurt

I cry, but I can't shed a tear
I'm alone, retardation, oh I fear
Paralyzed, in this sickness infested shelf
I fall in temptation

This disgusting life is restraining me
Filled with impediments, it's cruel don't you see
Famish my soul behind latticed glass
This life is simply obscene, alas
Enslaved to the excess of the human ways
Crouching corpse, I hunger for days
I'm tortured here in privacy
Behind this fence my sight meets agony

These spilling thoughts are slowly twisting my soul
My supreme fear, will my sanity mould?
In darkness, speech has left my tongue
Can't free myself, tell you that you are wrong

I cry, but I can't shed a tear
I'm alone, retardation, oh I fear
Paralyzed, in this sickness infested shelf
I fall in temptation

I have been on a journey beyond this fence
Though I suffered defeat
Your eyes told more than I had dared to believe

I cry, but I can't shed a tear
I'm alone, retardation, oh I fear
Paralyzed, in this sickness infested shelf
Silence, this life is nothing but hell

This repulsive destination seems so helplessly absurd
Trapped inside obliterating reality
My soul I slowly put to sleep
My thoughts emerge from my feebling mind soon obscured
Can't break these chains, sense the sacred breed

I have seen the ones, drawn into the horrifying bedlam
Heard their cries when coldness spread upon their skin
Strapped down and torture struck, got no chance of relief
Water soaked, their skin macerated, flesh emaciated
Through agony spent