Saddest day

Lullaby me to sleep, and i shall lay
and close my eyes forever in this bed of nails.
Ripping my flesh like the simple touch of her soft hands.
Summer dreams come and go, candy teeth and muddy hands,
visions of her and thoughts of innocence.
When skies were pink and clouds made funny-looking shapes.
Running away from the everything and to the everything.
Are you prepared to die? are you ready to say goodbye?
You'll never hear a single complaint from these sealed smiling lips.
Do you still remember? can you still feel it? do you still remember me?
Like a laughter machine, i keep living
It's hard to live when born from this soil,
when fed this disgusting food.
These young eyes will never be able to see again.
This is my saddest day. the saddest day of my life.
Play with me. lie to me. use me and throw me away.
These eyes saw too much anyway. way too much.
My voice is now nothing but music to your ears.
Silent mouth and empty eyes for your pleasure.
Your own and yours truly and only.
This is my saddest day. the saddest day of my life.
Or maybe i'm just pretending. again and again.
One man's words are just another man's lies.
This is my saddest day. the saddest day of my life.