Sweet disarray

I don't want to fall asleep, because I might miss the day
I don't want to fall in love, and watch it slowly slip away
I don't want to run for cover, that would be insane
While my heart is always waiting for the break of day

I hide under the table, just to get away from it all
I cater towards survival, like they always say oh no
I'm never going to play a part in sweet disarray

Now someone pulled a trigger, lucky I had my hands on the gun
Now someone call a fixer, 'cuz falling back asleep just ain't no fun
Never wanna play a part in sweet disarray