Suicidal pain

Through the myth and incarnation
Are sought ideas and resolutions
Efficient, satisfactory and mature
Inside what's in anonimity

Screams for help chase away my spirit
My soul suffers as it were corporeal
Feeling the flash the power of crucifixion
Trembling with fear of mortality

Believing in my own space
Through desperate fight agains myself
To scape from the evil that plagues me
Suicide troubling my brain

There's no other way
But surrender to my will
Even knowing my spirit will never have peace
Cause it will forever witness

The decay of my body to the next reincarnation
When a past will no longer exist
Arising then a new being, a new ideology
A new life believing in a ne religion

Still you wont get rid of reminds
Coming through dreams and nightmares
Remorse will be with you forever and ever
Till the end of the universe
If it this finite.