Soul seasons

I don't see a reason
To refuse my lonely world
Someone said the silence is a treasure
I'm talking with my shadow
But I'm not the only one
Someone said it's only an obsession

Sin is a pleasure
And pleasure's a sin
I see no shelter
The fear is a dream
I don't see either
The sun they can
A face in the mirror
i know you're not me

Tell me now how can I stop the pain
The place I live is like a flame
Friends that I need I cannot find them
Tell me now if the right is by my side
I cannot laugh you can't be shy
Seasons in me don't change them

Don't come down
You're not ready to see
You're not ready to feel
Don't come down
My own world is not real
And your mind isn't free
Don't come down
You're not ready to see
The seasons in me

Winter is evil spring I can't see
Summer means nothing autumn is real
Memories are charming memories are free
When I go forever they'll never exist

Who said the freedom is alive
Who said the smile is not to find
God only knows of there's hope
If there's a reason
Who said the life is not a game
My name reminds me who I am
The only thing I know
I'm born in a wrong season