Tell me how

I know we can talk about later
I know nothing really to discuss
I know that I got my little way of
complicating us, us, us

And it is all I ever feel
like nothing good is ever real
do you pretend the bad is good
I know you do
I do it too

I know
that you'd never do me wrong babe
even though sometimes I wish you would
cause I'm
really good at getting hurt babe
not so great at feeling good

and it is not for me to have
maybe not always but for now
my hand is always on my mouth
telling me how

and it is all I ever feel
like nothing good is ever real
maybe just scream my name out loud
drown it all out
tell me how...