Barrel of a gun

I pick myself out of a hole so many times
I can't remember how it feels on the other side
I crossed the mountain Five foot tall six miles wide
I hit the bottom sold my soul already hide

This time I'm worried it's far too long
Sometimes I feel I'm at the end of a gun
And for all you're worth, and all my lies
I can't protect you from a city in the sky

Oh, Lookin' down the barrel of my gun
Oh baby lookin' down my gun

I've seen the pain I've seen the world I've had my fun
The only time I feel safe is on the run
We've lost some friends We've lost some time
W'eve lost some tears
I've been at the bottom of a bottle for so many years

This time I'm worried it's far too long
Sometimes I feel I'm at the end of a gun
And for all you're worth, and all my lies
I can't protect you from a city in the sky

Oh, Lookin' down the barrel of my gun
Oh baby lookin' down my gun