A winters day monologue

It's getting harder to believe
But thinking anybody else could see
The writings on the walls
But my notebooks on the shelf

And pissed off marks on paper
Slowly fade away with time
While the memories keep blurry
Cuase they're lost inside your mind

And wishing for a dream or two
Before the end of every day
So all the broken pieces mend
And i can put them all away

The little bits and scraps and parts of
The life behind my back
That i keep forgetting more of
But it needs to be like that

Hold me close i'm falling faster
Tell me this could last forever
Hold me close i'm falling faster

Hold me close i'm falling faster
Tell me this could last forever
Hold me close i'm falling faster

And now i'm dreaming of the nights
That we both remember well
And i'm sure i'm most asured that
The way you made me feel

Could be the greatest love i've ever felt
From anybody else
But everybody thinks i'm cruel
And i am here just for myself

Because "how could he really love her?
He's in it just for kicks."
And that's why we've lasted so long
Even though we are like this

So take take the moments that we shared
And don't you dare ever forget
That i will always be right here
Without a single soul regret.

Hold me close i'm falling faster
Tell me this could last forever
Hold me close i'm falling faster

Hold me close i'm falling faster
Tell me this could last forever
Hold me close i'm falling faster

Hold me close i'm falling faster
Tell me this could last forever
Hold me close i'm falling faster

Hold me close i'm falling faster
Tell me this could last forever
Hold me close i'm falling faster