Terrifying

In what world do you live?
That is a sad illusion
To believe that your world is real
When the reality is empty

I am trying to understand the sense and the meaning
My mind? My world?

I am falling in a unknown lands
I am weak, I am tired
But now I can see
The world doesn't exist without me
I am feeling dizzy
I am feeling dead
There is nothing to lose
Until we get there
So close your eyes and try to see
The only truth inside you and me

I can see the (real) world
After discover it in my mind
The meaning that reality has for me
Is what I want to see? But the game is not over
There is something I have to face
The fear that destroys my soul
Against him I have to fight
The enemy is invisible
The enemy is untouchable
But there is only way to escape
Close my eyes
And live blinded again

A past of shadows pursues my soul
Terrifying screams is all I can know
I can hear voices
So hard to believe
I don't know if is real
There is nothing to feel
Why this with me? Why I can't see?

I can see the (real) world
After discover it in my mind
The meaning that reality has for me
Is what I want to see?