The killing fields

I'm on my knees, tearing at the chains, till i feel them breaking
So lower, the revolver, please, i don't feel a thing
No i never let the wind decide for me,
But the fence has been the ground beneath my feet
And i see the world is waiting here for me, and it's mine just for it's taking
I could be dead, standing at the gates, till i see the outside
Dissolving, arround me, i can feel that, there is something wrong
Everyday is like a mystery for me, and i'm looking for a lesson
I know there's hell to pay, so we've got to pay
And i'll turn my head and watch it burn
And it's all that i can take, with me, i want you to know
Heaven's descending today, beautiful disasters swallow me
I'm letting go
You can see, my inspiration, die.
Neutrality of passion is, the reason why.
Dead agin, dead again, dead again
So they say... so they say, that this heart of mine can't break.
The killing fields... the killing fields
Set the fire ablaze, and watch it burn
And it's all that i can take, with me, i want you to know
Heaven's descending today, beautiful disasters swallow me
I'm letting go.
This is the end... it's more than i am... we're in the end.