No way out

I take the needle and I just can’t remember
The broken instant when I lose control
I shoot this demon in the twinkling of an eye &
I feel it like it’s not enough

I watch my veins become a carrier of horror
And pain keeps moving in my rotten heart
I look obsession in my eyes and I say:
“Once again, I need more and more”

I know
My war
Is lost
I watch the mirror
It’s me
Not me
I’m breaking
Into a thousand pieces

No way to reassemble it
and I’m addicted and I’m going down
No escape I’m lost forever
I’ve got to know there’s "No way out!"
"No way out!"
"No way out!"