Living by dying

Standing on the edge
Between life and death
Reality pushes me
From side to side constantly
I can't feel without
Feeling of pain
Suspense and despair
Here it comes again

Every now and then it seems
That I'm really loosin' it
Red string of life

Inhumanity
Lift it's ugly head
Can I find my way
Or will this be the day
When every exit
Is out of reach
And insanity
Catch it's prey

Under blood red sky
Shadows of death
wrappin' it's arms around me
Squeezing life out of me
This is the reality
I'm living by dying

This is the only way
Despite everything
Living by dying
Living by dying