Deadly serious

So you think you're special
You're thinking you're my number one
You must be mistaken
I only wanted you for fun

You think I'm just teasing but I'm deadly serious
You'll never be more than a button I like to push sometimes
Sometimes

I could laugh away for hours, try to tell myself this matters
You're not that precious baby
And I don't think that you can save me

Well I find you amusing you that ___
You're nothing more
Don't mean to confuse you
But I don't want you anymore

I'm sure that I'll see you if you are passing this way
Don't think that I'll miss you
No matter what I might say
Might say

I could laugh away for hours
Try to tell myself this matters
You're not that special baby
And I don't think that you might save me