Book of a thousand years

I read a book of thousand years
Caught the moment gone in a year
Took a step saw the fear
Two steps back I felt the fear
Read the love the hate, of her
But seasons gone and couldn't feel
I fell in love happy years
Seasons stayed but no one's here

And the holes between the tears
Am I here? Are you near?
Read the good felt life's tears
Took those steps I won't disappear
Read the love the hate, of her
But seasons gone and couldn't feel
I fell in love happy years
Seasons stayed but no one's here

Let's go!
Never gonna fall again
Never gonna change myself
No one's gonna realize what is to feel the real
The end!