Wrote you off

Wrote you off but I'm missing.
Now I'm down for some kissing.
Fingers crossed I was wishing.
They're a knot and I'm pissing in the wind and I can't untie them.
Hold my hand because I'm quaking.
Don't need coffee to be shaking.
Wish it was progress that I'm making.
But it's a mess and it's breaking like a twig and I can't repair it.
I can't repair it.
Got my hands in my pockets,
Feeling dumb I should stop it.
Got my guts in a bucket and my heart,
I think I lost it.
Wrote you off but I'm missing.
Now I'm down from the bitching.
Hold my hand because I'm itching.
Understand why I'm cringing.
Just inside but I cannot hide it.
Like a coal and it's burning through me.
Like the cold and it's turning freezing.
And my heart, I think I lost it.