To hell and back

Well you know i've been through hell and back
Returned faded way past black

Pills and irrational break-downs a source of inner strength
The fire and the razor brought a smile knowing suicides for the weak

Well you know i've been through hell and back
Returned faded way past black

Muscles tensed and eyes narrowed i've tasted the blood
The fire and the razor brought a smile knowing suicides for the weak

And then i saw
Saw all the pointlessness
In any trust
Any trust

Yeah you can take it or leave it
I'll keep it as my own
Yeah you can leave it or love it
This pain has made me grow

So here we are
Under darkened sky
I'll take these words of mine
To the grave