Sleepless nights

These are my sleepless nights
Stark and sleepy gust of wind
They leave me here exhausted and dry
It's my life that doesn't let me sleep

These are my sleepless nights
Broken wings behind a cliff
They do not recognize my childhood's place
So far away, safe but gone

These are my sleepless nights, desperate and shy
Sick and fragile, they grab me in my bed

Sleepless nights, you slowly go by, getting longer and longer
Take me away, I curse you my dears, but keep making me stronger
I wish I could understand my life
I love you, I hate you, you give me hope
You're the pride of my thinking, you're the sorrow of my feeling

These are my sleepless nights
Cuddled by a red light fairytale
They wash away the fire of virgins and saints
Giving answers to my questions

These are my sleepless nights
Light flakes in a smooth hurricane
They bring relief to my open burning wounds
Though they know that I'm not willing to heal

These are my sleepless nights, desperate and shy
Sick and fragile, they grab me in my bed

Sleepless nights, you slowly go by, getting longer and longer
Take me away, I curse you my dears, but keep making me stronger
I wish I could understand my life
I love you, I hate you, you give me hope
You're the pride of my thinking, you're the sorrow of my feeling