A year and a day

I walk around today with one feeling a black hole of perpetual doubt
People's happy expressions come at me but they don't seem to make their out.
It was a cold autumn day just like this one when i tore our world apart
I swear one of these days they're gonna find me on the floor dead of a broken heart.

I hope someday you're a big big star like audrey or bridgette bardot
But in my dreams you're already famous cause you always play the leading role
Maybe one day you'll think that i was just young and dumb and forgive all my sins
But i got the feeling it's something you don't believe in and you're never gonna let me back in.

You used to say i was the sweetest little puppy every time every time you looked in my eyes
Well, you know, a puppy's still a dog and dog is so good at telling lies.