I hear that you died

You drink to take the pain away
And I write these words to feel the same

Believe me, I haven't moved passed
And you'll always have a piece

And I'll continue to live but always incomplete
You left me with a sigh of relief
But ever since I've hated to be me
I think of you most of the time
And what our lives could have been
Like

You're the reason why I can't fall asleep at night
You're the reason why I'm watching every sunrise
You're the reason why I grew up too fast
And you're the reason why I can't get past this

I heard that you died
The joyful spirit I once knew is no longer inside of you
They keep telling me I'll be fine but I don't feel alright
I heard that you died
They keep telling me I'll be fine but I don't feel alright
(I don't feel alright)

I know I always smelled like smoke
But you were the one who made me choke
On all my words, on all my words
And no matter what your friends say
Love isn't supposed to feel this way
It isn't supposed to hurt
It isn't supposed to hurt
It isn't supposed to hurt