In omnia paratus

I give up. I quit
I’m tired of all of it
I get to the edge but I fear the fall
I think I can achieve it all
I ask for a purpose but ignore your call
How many times will I approach life so passively
Jumping when others do but not when you tell me to
It’s peer pressure at its best and I’m at my worst
It’s a life I’ve chosen, a life becoming cursed

I can’t seem to find a way to get this off my mind
I say a prayer but faith is hard to find (I feel so confined)

I understand this is all part of a plan
That’s why I fear the fall (sin has taken it all)
And I want it all, but all is not enough
I claim humility but you’re calling my bluff
I’m not as tough as I claim to be
I forget that you’re strength is within me
Oh my God, I’ve tried so hard to find some peace of mind
If you jump, know that I’ll jump too
No one else knows how to get back to you

I can’t seem to find a way to get this off my mind
I say a prayer but faith is hard to find (I feel so confined)

I understand this is all part of a plan
That’s why I fear the fall (sin has taken it all)
I’ll carry my cross
Cross my heart and hope to die

I can’t seem to find a way to get this off my mind
I say a prayer but faith is hard to find (I feel so confined)

I can’t seem to find a way to get this off my mind
I say a prayer but faith is hard to find (I’ll free your heart and mind)
I understand this is all part of a plan
That’s why I fear the fall (oh, God I’ll answer your call)

I’ll fight for faith to bear the mark of a martyr
To bear the mark of the survivors