Teenager balance

My life has been a waste of time
And I don't know why I lie
To myself with my eyes
But every day when I try
To dream to just stay alive
I wonder if it is really right

So I walk without a place to go
Here and there I say hello
To everyone who makes me show
A little piece of smile
Even without any style
The whole world seems to be idle

Love is an illusion rope
Where balance is our hope
And after all we need some help

When everything seems like now
We cut the rope and fall down
Don't know if you try, but you kill me so well

Do I'm inside your mind?
I feel it is a crime
When I see you every day
But for some reason I never say
That I need you to make
My life have some sense

Now I'm writing this song out
And all I think is about
If, where, when and how
You will listen to it and
If you'll let me hold your hand
To know what is gonna be the end

Love is an illusion rope
Where balance is our hope
And after all, we need some help

When everything seems like now
We cut the rope and fall down
Don't know if you try, but you kill me so well