Lucky loser

Watching them burn
some of the bridges of my past
way too hard to make them last
I separate my rights from wrongs
and put them down into a song
trying to unfold
this story is getting old
but I believe I never told
I am cleaning up the mess
I am taking out the trash
Try to erase

my gloomy point of view
but here we go again
fucking far from Zen
running round in circles
heading for a trench
can't stand the thought of losing
that's why I'm digging in
Hope I am a lucky loser
there's a chance I just might win

Letting it go
try to clear my worried head
and just enjoy the ride instead
destination is unknown
hope to reap what I have sown
try to erase

my gloomy point of view
but here we go again
fucking far from Zen
running round in circles
heading for a trench
can't stand the thought of losing
that's why I'm digging in
Hope I am a lucky loser
there's a chance I just might win

The road ahead can look so scary
different than the ordinary
Is this what I want
Please tell me what I want today

Bang here we go again
fucking far from Zen
running round in circles
heading for a trench
can't stand the thought of losing
that's why I'm digging in
Hope I am a lucky loser
there's a chance I just might win