Loosin' it

A prayer to god won't change nothing
maybe a drink it helps I think! Silence-devours me! Scream-no one can hear! Sanity-not to be! Alcohol is what i need!
lost in stupidity
resisting insanity
a spleen of my existence
bored of reality
loosin' it-a manifest lunatic frenzy!
driven by hatred inside of me!
histeric pseudo extasy!
sarcastic mizanthrope erupts in me!
and life…what a joke!