Shores of memory

Pleasure of life died, inside there's only grief
In this self-caused state, losing sense of sanity
Wish to be drowned - by the sweet oblivion
Damnded myself to solitude, without will to go on

Echos hit the shores of memory
Reminded by the scent of yesterday
Free spirit held captive
By Decisions undecided

Never found a reason for my existence
Well, nevermind me. Nevermind my absence.
Watching so-called-life on mine
pass before my eyes
In moment of relief, man behind mirror still smiles

Well I don't know
If this is all I have to give
Got lost in life
I tried to defy destiny

Addicted to chaos, hooked on disorder
can someone please help me..
My life in chaos, world distorded
The way out I cannot see

Echos hit the shores of memory
Reminded by the scent of yesterday
Free spirit held captive