Book of memories

No one can see what I've been through
And if anyone does
It will be too late
I'm fighting to keep my own breathing
Trying not to let the pain surround me

And all these tears remind me
All those years without you
Time goes by as I lie here
Drawing your face in my book of memories

An almost death sensation
The desire to find you consumes me
I did had no progression
Trying to forget what they said

Another day regretting
The day I let you go
Another chance, I'm begging
God, please bring me back my son

I feel the darkest hole
Growing inside my soul
As I wait for a god to save me

Winter never goes
Cold has just awake next door
And again I beg for the end to come

Ground seems to disappear
Heaven must decline and pull me
Into your home
With my arms wide open