Masquerade

How satisfying is the cut inside your vein
The blood is precious, I love the pain
Does insecurity feed the need to bleed?
I rise to power to feel insane
You wear a mask that hides your face
I'd love to leave this human race
This isn't real this masquerade
Cold like stone I call my home
This fucked up closet, no where to go
Should I even care or listen to the same old stories
These words are lies they hold no truth
You are slowly fading
I cant take this anymore
I cannot take this anymore
The world's a stage and
I am sure there will be no happy ending
This is the masquerade
This is what we've been made for
I can feel it in my veins
and in the end we're all the same
You are the one and only thing
Thats keeping me so grounded
Sometimes I cannot help but feel
Like I am slipping away
Bite my tongue and close my eyes
Give me darkness and disguise
Rather hide than face the truth
Self destruction... Its in my dreams