Not below you

I need redemption
Can't believe how far it went
I feel so shameful
Thought you were heaven-sent
I worshipped you & it was wrong
You're not perfect & I'm glad you're gone 'cause

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I know that I can measure up
I'm more than good enough for you
You played the part of an angel
But I see right through
I was in awe of what you do
But I've found the truth
And now I know I was never & I'm not below you

I wished for you on every star
'Til you made a mistake that proves how you really are
So I realized it's you who's below me
And set aflame my skewed reality

Repeat Chorus

Never thought I could deserve what you would give
Never asked what I'm worth or how I should live
I thought it would kill me when it came to the end
But it didn't, no it didn't

Repeat Chorus