War and rapture

Father, god in heaven -
Please hear, grant my prayers.
Save me from myself, my sin, this hell on earth.
You are reality, my world is but a dream.
As i walk, death walks towards me.
One more day closer to the coming.

My pulse grows as the scale leaves me.
Alone i am weak, easy to devour, prone to deceit.
I lust, i hate, i lie to myself.

Alive to the world is dead to the grave.

Beautiful creations…
Wasting my days away.
Hear me, change me, break me.
I have traded roaches for mice.
Lies for white lies.
I know it is time. i must move on.

There is so much tragedy but impossible to weep.
No time to cry, tears of beauty,
A luxury i barely receive.

War, is this blood drenching my soul?
Too many a time i have lost control.

I hate this sin but indulge in it.
Long for, but dread a walking sunset.
Here comes leviathan,
His time to strike again.

I wish to walk in the light.