When words aren't enough

i can't breathe from this lump in my throat that you've given me.
sometimes i wish that i could fall asleep and never wake up
to make this all go away.
but i know i won't, i know it won't.

i don't know what to say.
everything changed so fast, i can't keep up.
i'm lost in all of those words that could not escape my lips
that would've made you stay.

i can't live with this hole in my chest that won't seem to mend.
it's killing me. every ounce of air i hold in my lungs,
i would give it all to you.
just to touch your face, to touch your face.

i'll fall asleep tonight and pray that i won't wake, no.
it's not worth living without you.