Im so sick

There is a prison everywhere i take myself
No more losing anything i never had
Ive just begun to deal with living without recourse
And i will pay for what the power did to me

Sitting in a little room the walls cave in
Nothing more to think about, now im gone
Does it really matter what kind of drugs i took
The last thought i had
Was something i chose to forget

Im so sick i make up friends,
I talk to myself, im so alone
Its really not like being here at all
Im so sick i cut myself, i shoot up drugs,
I have two names
Its really not like being here at all
Im so sick i cry at night, i wet my pants,
I drink too much
Its really not like being here at all
Im so sick i hate myself, i swallow pills,
I think im god
Its really not like being here at all

Kill the thought dont ever leave me by myself
The little things i like to think of come to life
Im through with all the lying when i talk to myself
I dont ever want to be this way again

Im so sick i make up friends,
I talk to myself, im so alone
Its really not like being here at all
Im so sick i cut myself, i shoot up drugs,
I have two names
Its really not like being here at all
Im so sick i cry at night, i wet my pants,
I drink too much
Its really not like being here at all
Im so sick i hate myself, i swallow pills,
I think im god
Its really not like being here at all

Living in a world where no one talks to me
Move your mouth, i dont understand a word you say
I think youre trying tell me that im killing myself
But you dont know ill live til the end of time

Im so sick i make up friends,
I talk to myself, im so alone
Its really not like being here at all
Im so sick i cut myself, i shoot up drugs,
I have two names
Its really not like being here at all
Im so sick i cry at night, i wet my pants,
I drink too much
Its really not like being here at all
Im so sick i hate myself, i swallow pills,
I think im god
Its really not like being here at all

There is a prison everywhere i take myself
No more losing anything i never had