Live and learn, pending

This is my last chance
To pre-destination
Hail to everyone
I am trying to be

The mask im wearing now
Has begun to fit so well
I really do enjoy
How ive begun to smell

Im losing my mind
In my own thoughts
Im not so sure
I want to come back

Im tired of playing the patsy
For the prison guards ive hired
But im still in prison
And they hold the key

Live and learn and pay the price
Learn the meaning of this life
Take the time to learn the truth:
The pressure of life is all on you