I rather die

Kono shizukana sakebi wa saigo ni anata todoita fukai kisuku wa
mou ichido kimi no tame nara watashi no haguki...kanjiru ka?

I can hear you calling me but today the coldness of the floor in my back is my true self

kono sakebi wa hanareru kokoro no kidtsuzukeru saigo wa sakebi wa tomaranai

anata shita ni futatabi wo sakebu.(After crying comes the screamings)(with the screamings comes the hurting)

mieru daro? kono inochi no nai kabeni mukau watashi tega chini someru, kokoro no sakebi ga kiete yuku, itsumo shinjiteita mono ga watashi no naka kara, yomigaeru

I HAVE YOU FORBBIDEN SO I SILENCE MY LOVE...I RATHER DIE, DIE , DIE , DIE , DIE, DIE, DIE