Brighter day

Running away to save myself
From what I have become
A clouded mind and a side disguise
To shield the ones I love
The harmful thoughts that follow me
When darkness is all I see
But beneath the lies I tell myself
I'm worth more than I believe

I don't know what these feelings mean
None of this makes any sense to me
But I know, this time
I'm gonna do thing right

When I'm stuck inside my head
Suffocating in the shallow depths
Instead of walking away
And finding a brighter day
Finding a brighter day
(Finding a brighter day)

Feels like there's knives against my back
Shattered glass beneath my feet
My empty breaths and careless steps
Can't wait to torture me
The ones I trust the most of all
Are the ones who just don't see
What's beneath this tired smile of mine
I hold on to so desperately

I don't know what these feelings mean
None of this makes any sense to me
But I know, this time
I'm gonna do thing right

When I'm stuck inside my head
Suffocating in the shallow depths
Instead of walking away
And finding a brighter day
Finding a brighter day

Do you know, how it feels
To be thrown to the ground
By the tears and the fears
That always hang around
On your mind, in your soul
Trying to drag you down
Are you calling for help
But you don't make a sound?

Can you hear me?

I don't know what these feelings mean
None of this makes any sense to me
But I know, this time
I'm gonna do thing right

When I'm stuck inside my head
Suffocating in the shallow depths
Instead of walking away
And finding a brighter day
Finding a brighter day