Psychosis succumbing

Follow that tension that will fade out
Time always wins

Ten lines of adderall
Kicked back with alcohol
Heartbeat is taking off
Glass table starts to stick

Black eye (pretty sure it isn't black)
Took the pictures down

That's when the words disconnect from my head
Shit that was said leaves a hole in my rep
My former lover knows this
Next day will be fine

Dragging on my knees again
Ten times I try to call
Kicked in with alcohol
Heart feels a little off
Glass objects start to talk
Black out
Take the pictures down

That's when my brain steps away from the scene
Emotions pour out as the smoke's flooding in
But my former lover knows this
She hopes I'll be fine

Dragging on my knees again
Emotions out, smoke flooding in
I try to crawl ten times again
The chemicals I'm letting in
Remember you, ten lines again

That's what I got, it's not perfect
But it's closer than that