Killing ourselves to feel

I feel like a ghost
Like I'm losing the one I love the most
I feel so disbursed
I did it for believing
I did it, I was leaving

So let's drink to tonight and sing,
"We don't care, we don't care"
Our youth is fading but
We're still here, we're still here.

I feel like a ghost
Like versions of the things I fear the most
I feel so disbursed
I did it for believing
I did it, I was leaving

How can we make it right
Like when we were kids
Before we were going out
Killing ourselves just to live
How can we make it right,
Like when things were real before we were going out
Killing ourselves just to feel