Concrete females

I'm waiting patiently but all attempts are unsuccessful
I just want to be pulled into the abyss that beckones ever closer
I try to jump but racing thoughts delay me every second
This desperation is dominating (am I going insane?)

Counting the hours
Suffering awaits me
Counting the hours
Suffering awaits

Figures laughing
Pointing their (fingers at me every time)
I'll show them all
Keep a- (ssuring yourself buddy)

I won't let you go
(This is all just a sick joke, is it not?)
I won't let you go
(I've paid my dues just let it go)
I won't let you go until you fall

Counting down the hours
This is not a dream, a fucking dream