Last fall

Time to break with past
The siege in my head
Drives me insane
One after the other
My every try to stand
Is vain

I put up walls
Of bitterness and contempt
Against your constant presence
I put up walls
Of sorrow and disappointment
And yet I'm defenseless

No distance can save me from
The gravity of your world
It's never the last fall
I know it is only my fault
But still I'm not strong
Enough to let you go

What can I do now
The air is foul
Of memories
Breathing is so hard
To confess I'm gone down
For egoism

I put up walls
Of arrogance and ambition
I brought your love to mistrust
I put up walls
Of excuses and pretensions
And all crumbled in dust

No distance can save me from
The gravity of your world
It's never the last fall
I know it is only my fault
But still I'm not strong
Enough to let you go

I put up walls
Of bitterness and contempt
Against your constant presence
I put up walls
Of sorrow and disappointment
And yet I'm defenseless

No distance can save me from
The gravity of your world
It's never the last fall
I know it is only my fault
But still I'm not strong
Enough to let you go