Splendor and agony

Malady, my self-destruction
Abstract words through shades of lies
Paralyzed, a life of shadows
A black horizon, I want you to die

You're struggling in vain
A continuous cry
An end to the pain
The throes of dying

Inner conflict brings division
Separates the mind and the flesh
Through the darkness I ride, confusion
May the blade bring the answer and set me free

You're struggling in vain
A continuous cry
An end to the pain
The throes of dying

Razorblade, your bones, it squeals
Salty teardrops upon wounds
Your skin so soft, so tender
Fixed smile of horror!

I am terror, impenetrating fears
My resurrection through your screams
Feel my hands tightening
I've killed you before in my dreams

So you can ease my withdrawal!
Now take a look in the mirror
That fear enlightening your eyes
That fear is me!

You're struggling in vain
A continuous cry
An end to the pain
The throes of dying

You're struggling in vain
A continuous cry
An end to the pain
The throes of dying