Idiot (for mikhail)

How can you come to me with this again?
I thought you'd try to get it back into your hands
The greatest help I can give you is none
You should regain your self-respect while you have some
It's up to you to make the call
It's only you to walk in your shoes
And do not try that pleading look
It doesn't help where you should act
Don't you try to put this upon me
I can't decide whichever part you take
Don't ask questions you don't want get answered
And don't ask questions only you can answer!
If you want life
It's your to take
Don't be afraid
No one can be better
But no one said
It's a painless gift
I'd say you feel
Like a fisherman in the desert
And if I could
How can you ask?
To take your life on me?
Because it makes you free
You are a slave
By your own choice
With zero dignity
Why do you choose to breath?
It's up to you to make the call
It's only you to walk in your shoes
And do not try that pleading look
It doesn't help where you should act
If you want life
It's your to take
Don't be afraid
No one can be better
You are worth only what you have achieved!
But that presumes you have the will to
But no one said
It's a painless gift
I'd say you feel
Like a fisherman in the desert