Deadweight loss

It hurts so much
To see but never touch
The time slips by from me
Slipping on my pride

It's deep, deep inside
These feelings i want to hide
These thoughts so clear
Are broken by my own fear

Nothing to understand
What's leftof this frail man
Who's he the one so weak
Whose thoughts are all so bleak

It comes but never goes
It's always me who sometimes knows
Of what i really am
I'm glad you understand

What's left
It hurts
So much
To see
But never touch