Best for me

This time I need to listen to me
Tired is my mind and so is my hand
This is a wicked game that's all
Alone I play and I wonder
Why there's another snag for me
Where is the other way out?
I'd better find it by myself
But once again I want to ask you
Where I'm heading for
I never sit a while to find the best for me
I want you to take care of it
I never sit a while to find the best for me
I listen to everything you say
I'm looking for a place to rest my hands
Sometimes it really hurts me so
Hardly I can remember when it started
So strange this feeling I have
There must be another way, but I wonder