Silver hills

Before we go in I'd like to see if I remember who I am.
Before the testing comes I'd like to see if I can settle in again.
Too far, do you remember where we are, I learned my lesson again.

I cant take it I'm not that far from breaking, all I can do now...
is pretend and hope they let me out to see my friends.
I listened to the words inside my head.

I think I know just where that got me now.
Why am I to blame for this I only mentioned that I was braking down.
I've been one to thrive on this, pictures sent just to show me who I am.
Does it end? Look at me I'm here again, sometimes I don't know who I am.

I cant take it I'm not that far from breaking and all I can do now...
is pretend and hope they let me out to see my friends I listened to the words inside my head, I think I know just where that got me now