Russian roulette

Nighttime brings silence
but also brings obscurity
The decease brings absence
but also brings tranquility

Where the hell is my reasoning?
Where's the God they teach me to love?
Where's everything I've lost?
Please, make me forget all above

The sanctuary disappeared.
Angels, they had silenced.
The horizon is falling down,
All the orchids have already died
The eyes had closed
the desert had revived.
Though you can never understand
This is my pain, my final line

I'm still catching bones
Without breath or life
This russian roulette, I simply don't mind
Does somebody laugh at me over a dead cloud?
"Ring the bells, call the hangman", the neck shouts

Bring the poison, then I'll show you the scars
Throw me to the sharks, and I'll pride you
Pull out my liver and give it for some drunk,
disqualified as I am
But leave me in peace, forget me,
love me now and then

Words and roses don't mean nothing anymore,
as nothing else does

I'm still catching bones
Without breath or life
This russian roulette, I simply don't mind
Does somebody laugh at me over a dead cloud?
"Ring the bells, call the hangman", the neck shouts

Ring the bells, bring the rope, I'm set and done
The calm of your eyes blinds me
Burning clouds fading the sun
Your solitude behind me

I'll send you tears from this night
Cause my words are all said in vain
Just recall our breath is finite
When the horizon no longer remains

Maybe life is just some smiling
Maybe life is just some crying
Cause the horizon no longer remains