State of mind

I´m felling so far away, because I´ve push that away,
against this pain, I´m trying everyday.
This pain grows inside of me, my senses are starting
to fade against my normal state of mind

I feel it in my body, it´s growing blame... What
you´re gonna say (4x)
I feel that you want turn your back on me... Don´t
wanna live without

Theres a new perception in me, breaking the surface of
meat and flushing my skin... i want it anyway
I need this shit in my veins, stimulating my brain, I
think I´m going fall apart

I feel it in my body, it´s growing blame... What
you´re gonna say (4x)
I feel that you want turn your back on me...

What you think that I´ll do ??? What You want me to
say ???
Just don´t live me alone, you can try to help me.

I´m sick, I´m dying, I´m sick

Do / Not / Judge me
Just tell me what I´ll have to do

I / will / never / look / back
Something better / is / waiting / for me