Where nothing was left

Endless halls
Deep bottomless corridors
Where i have crawled through years of cold dead decay
Reaching for something i could never hold onto
Gripping around something so withering and fragile

I abused myself to a point where nothing was left
My days had become so gray and colorless
Slowly the ashes where sweeping around me
Falling deeper and deeper into dusk
Now i realize my soul was tainted (in disgrace)

So hard a surface, yet so easily broken...
Torn apart by truth and its sickening touch
Words came out but were painfully spoken
I never knew it would hurt so much

So hard a surface, yet so easily broken...