Clear as mud

Save my mind and break my heart, because when my body dies, you'll have that trophy for your wall.
(Hang it up)
How could I want you that much?
I'll never know.
And there you go.
Make sure no one knows that I'm dying believe me, this feels like nothing else.
At last, fear, ignorance, without her, I'm leaving, I'll die now.
Would you let me be your safety net, or will you keep on falling?
The skies are clear as mud from here on in, but still you keep on falling.