Dull way down

I still love you.
Is that too much for you to take?
An old friend told me that you have to fight for what you want.
I could see the look in his eyes that night.
The hidden message behind them.
(i live and breathe the pain) i picked the dull way down. (i pretend) why dont you understand?
(i have my second wind now) why wont you hold my hand?
(i miss you) i gave you my life.
(even with the lights on) thats the best information since i hurt you last.
(i remember you, i hope you do to) give me one more chance.
Its been a long time maybe.
I was thinking.
You keep clapping while i sit by the tree.
Thank you for the warning.