Zerosum

Up and down just to see you smile with a cup of tea.
I've seen better days. today i thought about giving up,
Given up on me, but the comfort still remains.
A walk in the rain passing by your window, i asked myself, "is she dead?"
Holding you in my arms crying in the rain, i said nothing.
I woke up by a phone call from my mom, i tried not to cry.
Say to me it's okay, she said it's okay then i remembered that i saw your eyes and not the rain.
Your family cried, your friends all cried, i finally cried when i realized what love is.
Sitting on the bathroom floor asking "why?"
I think your stronger for wanting to stay alive.
All of the sudden i thought you were leaving,
Didn't you know you gave me something to believe in?
You kept me breathing when my times were down.
The last time i saw you i took a good look at the sky.
And you told me something.
I should have said something,
Then i remembered that i saw your eyes and not the rain.