Half dead boy

If you were close to me,
Than you know that I am dead.
But the spirit is the same for me and you.
And if you just,
Try to figure out,
How I died with a gun inside my mouth.

If I were alive I would tell you
What exactly happened to me.
But I am not.
So I’ll have to try to do it by yourself.
If my body could speak,
It would tell you all the truth.
This is not what seems to be,
But this is my real me.

Don’t you know if did it?
Do you know I was insane?
Let me go cause I’ll drive in the highway.

If I were alive I would tell you
What exactly happened to me.
But I am not.
So I’ll have to try to do it by yourself.
If my body could speak,
It would tell you all the truth.
This is not what seems to be,
But this is my real me.