A good day to laugh?

Maybe today
It wouldn't be a good day to start laughing
You've made a decision
That i am not going to accept
I don't want to enjoy a single day
Until know how are you

It is so hard to know
That i won't see you again anymore again

December 22nd
Beginning the end
Your decision is already taken
You put your life hanging by a rope
Your tears no longer run

I wonder if anytime
You think the option about changing your opinion

Where are you going now?
I hope you find some peaceful place
In which i could see you again
Without fear to be happy

Maybe today
I'm feeling fine
But i'm little sad
I think i've got a hole inside my heart
Time marches on
But i will never forget
This neverending friendship

Aggro girl
You left us without know
All the pain we are feeling now

Where are you going now?
I hope you find some peaceful place
In which i could see you again
Without fear to be happy

Where are you going now?
I just want to find you
And finally know
If you want to get back here one more time
And see the sunrise again